If you've been around me at all within the last month you'll already know my whole 'edge of the universe' thought process, and that I cant stand it in a good way. I CANT help it. I'll stare in to the sky with fascination. And then i'll start saying how we're only on the 'crust' of this ball floating between stars in the galaxy. The sun is just a nearby star. I love that. I cant help it. If im drunk. Or high. Or even sober. I can just sit down with a Hummers tire to my back (my friends freaking out looking for me) and stare. Which brings me to another subject. It's a funny weird good feeling when people notice you're gone. The night that I was just sitting by Jons hummer some people were looking for me, and it just felt good. You know? Like you're important somehow. That's nothing to be ashamed of. When I was finishing my finals week Jon called me and told me it didnt feel like summer without me. Maybe thats not true. But sometimes I forget to say things like that to people. But it really is important to remember. Because things like that go a long way.
There's nothing I enjoy more than a rainy day at the golf course, CMT's top twenty countdown, taking an hour to clean and then knowing NOTHING is in store for the rest of the day besides getting wasted later. What a life I tell you.
One more thing: Between watching Vh1, checking facebook, reading What is the What, sitting outside, Kinz visiting, Jon visiting, Kinz and Jon visiting together, Kinz calling me, Kinz coming back, making Kinz lime drinks, and occasionally helping a customer... i have run across a few 'situations'. Old people that have lost 'touch'. Bitter. Or alone. Dont let that be me.
And another thing...i miss you. I most likely love you. And it'd be great to see you soon.
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