two hometown hearts. up against the world.

Well it feels like we're living from paycheck to check. And we wake up wondering what might happen next. Yeah, sometimes it feels like we wont maek it through. But the hard times pass like the good ones do. Baby wrap your fingers. And hold on tight. I'll be right here beside you tonight. BABY climb up here, watch the city glow. We'll make a wish on the fireworks below. We're making moments that we wont forget. We fill in ones that havent happened yet. Woaaaah dont be afraid. We cant forget that these are the days.



Freshmen year. One week left. I never thought it would end. You never remember that things end. You know? It just doesnt seem possible. Once you get used to something. You never remember that it'll end. I just heard the song keg in the closet and about cried. That song has always been great. But, as I think back to this last weekend I remember literally looking at an old box of pizza on andy and evans floor. They ate it for breakfast or something. You know that obsessively updated photo album of mine on facebook? The one called TA DA? There was this one picture that says 'you dont have to describe it. you just need to feel it' I cant stand how great that is. I cant tell you how I feel. Humans have an infinite capacity for new knowledge, words, language but we dont have an infinite amount of time. Thats the best thing that could ever happen to us though. Think of how awful the world would be if nobody died. So it goes.

I'll never be able to correctly blog or justify freshmen year. I feel like second semester was a year all in itself. I have met some of the greatest people in my life. I have had more fun than i should have (literally............literally). I'll never be able to define it. I havent changed or found myself or made a difference. At times Ive maybe thought that I had. But I havent. Ive just.................lived. Felt so alive. Felt great and happy. Its not that I dont want to go home for the summer. I just literally want time to stop. Pause. Maybe even rewind a little. Things will never be the same. Scary. But the one thing this year has shown me is that things have a way of getting better and better. Maybe as you grow up a little more you learn to appreciate things a little more.