we can all use magic

Favorite Disney Movie? THE Lion King.

It has everything. Most Disney movies do. But who doesnt enjoy watching two cats nuzzle eachothers necks? Umm...I cant think of anyone. Narnia. I loved Narnia. Still do. My dad taught that book in his class so I had read it three times before actually getting to his fourth grade English class. I loved it. And then, (haha) (then) Harry fucking Potter. Woaaaah. I used to read that book to my brothers. I can picture it. My family used to live in Preston, before we moved to amish country. And we would sit on our shitty purple carpet and I would read. They would want a turn ... UM helllll no. Its my voice or nothing. And then I would annoy the shit out of them by using a 12 year old British accent.

And then you grow a little. You dont really read books like that too often, or watch those movies, because now youre reading Nicholas Sparks and watching romantic comedies. or dramas. Thats your new escape. You want that little Taylor Swift fairy tale. That love is your newmagic. You still read the Harry Potter books as they come out because you cant control it. You cant control that literal magic (youre a muggle after all), but you think you can control your love life. So when you read HP, you feel good because you cant feel anything else. When you watch those love stories play out you can feel good, and then you can also want to open a bottle of baby aspirin while cursing those damn happy endings. How fucking ridiculous. Thats not how it works. I look at REAL couples that surround me and I see how they have to work, give and take take take. Most of the time being torn between not wanting to be alone and wanting to get it over with. Blah. Gross. Ew. Or maybe im just jealous? :)