Think of the three people in your life that you want to be around regardless of your mood. Well, think of any number, but I only have three. Its not that i DONT want to be around anyone today, because anyone would be fine. But I dont want to talk. I dont want to speak or judge or be judged. I dont want to impress or joke. I dont want to laugh, smile, cry, yell, or move. I just want to sit here. I cant find any deeper emotion than that. I think maybe I could, if i were looking at one of my superstars. To be a superstar you have to feel on a different level. Feel understood/understanding. I think the only song that matches my mood would be fire and rain by james taylor.
I just want to rest my weary little head on a superstars shoulder. God. I dont know what im saying. Im fucked up. (no...im not...its an inside joke.)
I was told I look like I have a lot of angst. maybe. Im not sure.
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