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You know when youre being super overdramatic. (but no one can tell) When I was little my horse bucked and I fell off. It looked like I could have hurt myself. But i just cried out of fear. hahahahahaha. silly parents, tricks are for kids. I just wanted a lil extra loving. I cant wait to have kids. Im gonna pay so much attention to them. Aaron and I were laying out on Bascom yesterday and I saw a lil someone someone that is kinda (oh my GOD) attractive. I stared. And then stared some more. (and after i did it i dont know what i did it for. i'll admit that ive been a little immature. sorry---you never know when a black eyed peas anthem will burst in your brain cells). Well in a non sexual way thats how im gonna treat my kids. I promise they will HATE me. No one wants that much attention. (except me)

Gosh. Little kids. I saw the funniest little chunk while yogging around the lake yesterday. I had one of those 'i feel like i was that age yesterday (just as chunky and funny) and i can just picture what i thought of older kids, its funny how life just goes by, oh my my my' moments. Had to smile and get a little choked up at that one. Just so we're clear: it takes absolutely NOTHING for me to get choked up. nothing. Any sort of song, quote, moment, car commercial, movie, sky, beauty, sadness, thought will make my throat close. But it takes a lot for me to cry. Break my leg and tell me you cant love me. that might bring a tear or two. that and the death of Buddy (RIP).

I cant stand the thought that if I have a little girl, I'll want to treat her like a little boy. Teach her how to sports, let her do whatever, buy her booze. etc. And if i have a little boy i'll treat him like a girl. Force him to be gay. Well, not exactly. But he will be metro for sure. They will both be little badgers <3 <3 <3 and little falcons <3 <3 <3