I can get so upset with myself. But then I just think - " youre making a decision right now, melody diamond, you can either be hateful or get over it and be happy." (the sad thing is......i actually do this) I just KNOW things like that are a choice. Anywho I took a high dive off the wagon last night and drunk dialed. (haha timid little awkward laugh) I think the reason it was put in my smooshy little brain is because one of my friends asked me if I had been doing that at all. And I replied all cocky -- oh my god. Im in College (I can just picture the frassy little way i said college --accentuating the c. and making it sound like colledge.) hahaha. little did i know. GOOFY. What can i say? Sometimes im just not ready for the party to be over. shame on me.
But then i just listened to a little song called hey soul sister, watched my video, and looked at this life in a different light.
OH MY GOD. Hotdogs. This is little rickity hotdog stand was just a booming last night at about midnight. A little man whose name i cant recall was telling his sad life story. Grew up in Chicago. Thats all i remember. Made the BEST hotdogs ever. Every amazing topping you can think of. It takes 21 days to form a habit. Thank GOD spring break is coming. Because I could easily become addicted to his weiners.
his name is von. HOT DOGS!
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