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Drank on a Monday.
Skipped my Tuesday classes.
Nothing to do until 3:45 when i work.
Have a feeling that time will go by fast.
Flashback::::::::::::
9:00. Text from Evan::: Melody Diamond Olstad.
Im watching a movie. (taking woodstock....jealous)
I'll be over once its over.
Evan & Andys room.
Im feeling all 'beautiful' and 'loving' because of the movie.
We start to 'sip' wine.
I can feel the fleece blanket on my legs.
Leah comes over.
We hide our cups.
She comes again.
We dont hide.
Then I have to bring up............shots shots shots shots.
Whiskey.
Brandy? is that how you spell it.
Evan had these cherries that had been soaked in alcohol.
I ate some. He ate some. Ves ate some. Andy ate one.
We're getting fucked.
Shitttttttt.
We were watching Dogma.
We turned it off.
Vic came over.
He is a funny guy.
I took Evans keys at some point, i think i thought that they were mine.
I woke up on the opposite side of the bed.
No alarm.
Didnt go to class.
Why go?
I dont pay attention anyway.
Hehe.
I put on hats.
Rachel is cracking me up.
Popcorn is in my bed.
Thank God thats all thats in my bed.
Rachel and I are laughing.
Cant find my phone.
Go to Evans room.
Wine on my shirt.
Rachel thinks its tyedye
I know its not.
she knows its not.
we laugh.
Cant find my phone.
Evan is not in the room.
My phone is off. turned off. bye bye phone.
I see puke on the futon.
Andy puked from his bed on to the futon.
gross.
Ive started not remembering a lot lately.
its annoying.
it doesnt scare me.
it just annoys me.
my head annoys me with its annoying pound.
i think i'll go on a run and maybe think about calling my mom
i need to call her to tell her i lost my phone.
its okay.
dont you worry.
my contract is up.
im glad im here.
i missed it here.
i didnt miss it the first night.
but now i realized.
i like it here. i may love it here. but thats such a thing to say.
i like the way i smell when im here.
its true.
I have this really crazy dream that i want to tell you about.
i may tell you i dreamt it.
but that is going to be a lie.
i thought it all up one day in geography.
its my own WONDERLAND and i go there when im bored.
youre welcome to come with me sometime.