i love you but ive chosen life

I asked Kinzee how her relationship with someone was going. Not a boy. Just a person. And she said, "they are just one of those 'whatever' people. just 'there'." Wouldnt that suck to know that someone felt that way about you? That you were just there. Complete apothy.

I saw this girl on state street. Ratty hair. Dirty face. Desperate. Holding a sign saying 'Send me home to Berkely' and then there was the classic heart with a peace sign in the center. It was sad. Its as if I realized that I could do that. I could just go out there and do whatever. But there is a line. And those people that are just "there" ...they never even get close to that line. Theyre not original, crazy, fun, spontaneous, bitchy, honest, or real. And then there are those that cross the line. Go too far. Come to Madison, and try to get back to Berkely. Well babe, I hate to break it to you...but Berkely aint what it once was. Maybe JC knew what he was talking about when he said he'd walk the line. And to stay on that wire, to only offend the right amount, and maintain a great personality at the same time. The people that are "whatever" dont let that come naturally. They try to hard. Care too much. Want too much. Its nice when you can let go, and let it come to you. Not care. Or maybe learn to care about the right things. The right things are what is important to you, not right to everyone. Thats when its right.

Bumblebees.
Butterflies.
Blueberry pancakes. (wheat ones)
Beer.
Best friends.
Books.
Boston red socks.
Beans.