never be ready

Sometimes the only solution is holliesquotes.
And sometimes the only solution is a sad song.
But sometimes the only solution is capsules of nyquil.
OH and sometimes you need the combination.
But if it gets worse than that. Youre screwed.
Its worse than that. Im screwed. Ive got it bad.
And its been this way for a little while.
But not like this. Im getting restless.
I used to get restless in Harmony.
I sometimes did some little stupid things.
No regrets. No worries. I'll let it go.
But this. I cant let go for the life of me.
And then there's you. And youre near.
I cant stand this. Its not what you think.
I cant stand it anymore. I need to act.
I dont like when things stay the same for long.
Thats so boring.
The cycle continues. A vicious cycle. Ughhhh.
I can figure out what is going on in that predictable head of yours in five minutes.
But something tells me it would take five years to figure out your heart.
Anything I throw at you, you throw it right back.
You tell me to shut up and make fun of me for "acting chill."
Youre better than anyone I know.
Who doesnt want to hear someone say that to them?
I can only think of one person.