id rather be your cocoon

Wherever you are, whatever you do.
I wonder where I am in my relationship to you.
Wherever you go, wherever you are.
I watch your pretty life play out in pictures from afar.

Um so yeah. Im wanting to do things. Are you? Like what kind of things, you ask. Well, Id like to be taking pictures. But, my camera battery isnt here yet. Id like to be painting. But I dont have paint. Id like to be snuggling, but I dont have anyone to snuggle with. One word Ive decided that I love ........is........snuggle. Maybe moreso the expression 'snug as a bug in a rug'. I was climbing out of the shower, and I just wrapped my yellow towel around my head (like how those people from other countries wear those one long things....) and I thought of how you always see things like that on tv. or something. Parents giving kids a bath and just wrapping them in a towel. Snug as a bug in a rug. I always loved being really really confined. When my mom would tuck me in, I would seriously just scream to her 'mommmmm. mommm' she would come back in. "What Melody?" "Tuck me in more." hahahaha. Its comforting. Or Id have my dad roll me up in a blanket, and Id just lay in that cocoon and watch a movie. Im still like that. I have three pillows in my tiny bunk bed. I put one on each side of me. I think id be good at sleeping in bed with someone else. I mean...............permanently. I could get used to that.