I get my loving on the run. Ooooh. I was just thinking about how great this summer will be. Its really ironic how even on the very best of days you spend thinking about the future. Sitting on the terrace, the sun turning my skin another shade of white, watching the ducks and little children (more so the little children.), and studying SOIL. But my mind drifts. (I can just picture my mind......a boat on the lake...its sail has tears everywhere...im sitting there stearing it...:)) Sarah says I dont make sense. That makes sense. I kind of understand why people enjoy relationships. I was just realizing that yesterday. Its nice having someone to make you happy in a way that you dont have to understand. They make you happy because they are simply there, being them. I like that. At first theres that anxiety: I need to make you laugh. I need to listen to your stories and pay attention. But ask questions. And then you get comfortable. You can just sit. I like smiling while sitting and not saying anything.
Sarah and I were walking down the street talking about how much we love Madison yesterday. Its important to like where you are. Its perfect here. Perfect to me. I love the lake. My job. My classes. My bunk bed and my view. My little runs on Lakeshore path. My parties. My Bascom sittings. My friends. Its so funny how things can just be owned. They become such a part of you and the vision you have of yourself.
If I were an object I would be a kite staying afloat on a day lacking wind.
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